Thursday, March 8, 2018

"Threads of Feeling"

Fabric swatch, token, an identifying "record"
of a mother & baby
Threads of Feeling - The Foundling Museum

Threads of Feeling

I wish I'd a gossamer braid, 
sheer and silky,

yet all I have 
is a faded floral cotton square

that joins a red striped camblet 
(snippet of a mother's gown?),

and colorful ribbons trussed together, 
scarlet flowered chintz,

woolen heart, and threadbare sleeve 
of berries red and white.

Witness a calico bird pinned 
to newborn's chest

beneath a mother's tears 
and fears he'll be laid to rest

before she can return, 
if she can return.

Godspeed, little one, 
with this swatch do remember me,

this snippet still warm from my skin
I place upon yours, 

so dear to me...
so lost to me.

by Margaret Bednar, March 8, 2018

This is linked to "dVerse Poets Pub - Poetics - Threads of Feeling"  London's Foundling Hospital opened in 1739.   Mothers brought their babies there due to poverty and other reasons (some hoped to return to reclaim them but most never were able to and some babies died)  Mothers left a token, as proof of identity in case they did manage to return.  If you click on the "Threads of Feeling" link below you will see a few fabrics left behind (display in an exhibit in 2010/11).

Threads of Feeling
The Foundling Museum

4 comments:

Frank Hubeny said...

Very nice description of someone giving such tokens to their child whom they must abandon--so dear and so lost.

brudberg said...

This is heartbreaking... know how many of those tokens that never found their way back. I cannot imagine having to give up a child, but I do remember this world from reading Dickens..

sarah said...

This is heart rending. I think it's the fabric still warm from the mother's skin that got me the most. I can imagine that so powerfully, and it's such an intimate thought. You reminded me of the first time I held my babies skin on skin. Beautiful.

lynn__ said...

Powerful emotions woven in that little patch of cloth...a mother's heart-breaking decision for what she believes will benefit the child!